Thursday, September 27, 2007

Titles

Titles are a funny thing :) *chuckles*. We humans make them so that we can put understanding and clarification to things that deny us the simplicity that we constantly look for. For instance, in physics, we give the name "gravity" to the extremely complex force that pulls everything down toward the ground. In organic chemistry, we say that carbon must always, and will always form 4 bonds (called the octet rule). But in organic chemistry we break these "octet rules" and come up with new rules, namely Valence Bond Theory and Molecular Orbital quantum theory.

All these titles.

We place titles on everything. Even Ivey has titled it's frosh week as the perfect "Fusion" of opportunity and um.. something else *forgots* =P. We give titles to the higher ups in companies, namely CEO, President, Chairman, etc. In any academic institution, the name "Dean" carries so much weight that as science students the Deans are more like Academic Deities than humans.

And we are born this way. In Canada, China, Germany, and around the world, we are born into this world; a world of titles.

But you know? The more I study at Western, the more I feel that there's no need for titles in this world. Sure, CV's need their credentials, and students need their marks, and what about a girlfriend or wife? I mean, like the titles wife, or girlfriend... how could you tell your friend that this girl means something to you if you didn't have the time to explain your feelings?
Ok. It is nice to add the name doctor to my name, ... hmm *thinks* Dr. Ng *chuckles* haha it's 4 letters, but the classification of everything is overdone.

But friendship, love, hate, and sadness. How could we ever put a title to these "feelings" ? Being around people you care and love... and learning the things you love and care about... wouldn't that be so much more?

Imagine... if we could all learn because we LOVED learning, because it's so darn cool to know! To excel, to expand, to understand and just sink your fingertips into the earth. CEO, PhD, Shadow Shaman, whatever. And if we could just care about others just because we do. Screw the rules about CV, about status, about looking good. Really, what does it matter? Maybe if we could love just because we do and not because we have to or feel obligated to... *grimaces* that would be the worst of all....

Titles are funny =). The tv show "Friends" implies friendship and good times, and hence the show is about such ideas. Someone from mainland China with the classifcation Chinese implies physically small, mentally sharp, and iron-tipped life-hardened grit.
A picture is worth a thousand words for a reason. Sometimes I wish we could live life using music and pictures instead of words to express ourselves. Maybe then we could all be ourselves.

And on that note, know how everyone says "She/He's different wen you talk to him alone or get to know em." Imagine if we could just be ourself from the moment we were born to the moment we die. That would be great.

*Grins and looks upper left to think* If we could live as ourself, learn everything we can, understand everyone we know, and love everything we touch, this world would be that much more magnificent (no mean people please =p)

Simon - 20 years old

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Blogging

I will blog after analytical chem 272a lab

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Why?

Sometimes I ask God, why did You put this person in my life? Why do people trust each other? Hurt each other? Kill each other? Love each other?

Sometimes I ask God, why do You make two people hate each other? Why do You make them fight each other? Eye each other? Harass each other?

Sometimes I ask God, why do You make parents love their kids so much? Why do parents love kids so intensely? Why do parents hurt us so immensely?

Sometimes I ask God, why do You break friendships when forming new ones? Why do You break bonds that are dear to others? Why do You allow us to be hurt?

Sometimes I ask God who do we owe this thank you to? To whom do we owe this maturation? To whom do we deliver our knuckle sandwhich to?

Sometimes I ask God, how do You intend to make this help us? How do You intend to make this strengthen us? How does this fit into Your grand design?


Sometimes I think I have learned: These things were mean't to hurt us, to bind us, to teach us, to find us

Sometimes I think I have learned: Why God put them in my life, why God put people through such strife, why God hardens others' hearts, why God does what He does in our life

Now I know: In hind site we are our experiences, in hind site we learn to grow, in hind site we learn from others' misdemeanors, in hind site..... we are filled with sorrow

Now I know: Why God put them in my life, why God put ppl through such strife, why God makes people fight each other, why God teaches you and I to trust one another

Now I know....... God loves us all, He would never let us fall, if we just learn to trust His grace, and learn to seek His face

Now I know....... God teaches us grandly, through hurts, bruises or even profanity, by broken heads, hearts, and soiled souls, these things one day will help us roll

Now I know....... "Through wisdom a house is built, And by understanding it is established; By knowledge the rooms are filled With precious and pleasant riches" Proverbs 24: 3 - 4

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Learning to walk

So just this past Saturday was orgo chem midterm. I hoped I would do good, and I studied as much as I could for it but >_< @$%&#. But there is always next time, a next orgo chem, and more midterms.

I also went to my first prayer meeting today. It was amazing to be able to pray with everyone. Everyone prayed for wisdom and guidance in midterms, setting up women/men cell and coffee house. But... but... ... ..but I prayed for my parents. I pray that my parents will be more supportive. I guess sometimes, you never know when God will show you his love or his methods. Just like back from gr 6 - 8 when nobody lent a helping hand and I had to come out of it myself, and do all those things just to learn. Well I thank Him that he is here now and is showing me a better way. I just wish I knew what to do sometimes when faced with dilemna.

Baby steps. . . . . . . baby steps.