Why?

Sometimes I ask God, why did You put this person in my life? Why do people trust each other? Hurt each other? Kill each other? Love each other?

Sometimes I ask God, why do You make two people hate each other? Why do You make them fight each other? Eye each other? Harass each other?

Sometimes I ask God, why do You make parents love their kids so much? Why do parents love kids so intensely? Why do parents hurt us so immensely?

Sometimes I ask God, why do You break friendships when forming new ones? Why do You break bonds that are dear to others? Why do You allow us to be hurt?

Sometimes I ask God who do we owe this thank you to? To whom do we owe this maturation? To whom do we deliver our knuckle sandwhich to?

Sometimes I ask God, how do You intend to make this help us? How do You intend to make this strengthen us? How does this fit into Your grand design?


Sometimes I think I have learned: These things were mean't to hurt us, to bind us, to teach us, to find us

Sometimes I think I have learned: Why God put her in my life, why God put people through such strife, why God hardens others' hearts, why God does what He does in our life

Now I know: In hind site we are our experiences, in hind site we learn to grow, in hind site we learn from others' misdemeanors, in hind site..... we are filled with sorrow

Now I know: Why God put her in my life, why God put ppl through such strife, why God makes people fight each other, why God teaches you and I to trust one another

Now I know....... God loves us all, He would never let us fall, if we just learn to trust His grace, and learn to seek His face

Now I know....... God teaches us grandly, through hurts, bruises or even profanity, by broken heads, hearts, and soiled souls, these things one day will help us roll

Now I know....... "Through wisdom a house is built, And by understanding it is established; By knowledge the rooms are filled With precious and pleasant riches" Proverbs 24: 3 - 4

Tickled to life

=) So we just finished biochem yesterday (Saturday from 7 - 10 pm) . It was Cold!! (with a capital C) in Thames Hall Gym, and it didn't go as smoothly as hoped. Had a lot of questions where I had to deduce the answer with only 70.33repeating-of-course% certainty >_< and some others i was like "Erh??" (with capital E). (With capital M & D) I now have Mental Diaherrea, and am preparing for stats! But I'm glad that everyone has it over with now... Perhaps people can feel less stressed now, more patient, more cheerful, Smile more hmm? =)

After reading 75.8% of I kissed dating goodbye, I put that book down and started reading Boy Meets Girl. But on Rachel's recommendation, I think ill finish the first book first before delving too deeply into the second one. After today's sermon, I woke up again to the fact that I still have a lot to learn when it comes to following the path of God. The past month... I hope that I've opened up to everyone, and God. I think I am >_< but I can't analyse in first person =p haha. Thank you everyone, again, for waking me up. Thanks God for Your grace and understanding =) and for showing it through all my brothers and sisters.


On another note:

HAPPY BIRFDAY HIRAM WONG!!! Jeff and I cleaned up the house today for you and your parents haha ^_~ WOW CLEAN DOORWAY! WOW CLEAN(er) BATHROOM (top one only)! WOW CLEAN KITCHEN! WOWase! <== This is why I am in Biochem

Good luck if you still have exams!


In God we trust? =D Fo sho!!
Simon